I don’t know about the rest of you, but I’m ready to clear out. As I was considering my reading goals for this year and my giant TBR, I made a realization. I have a bunch of books I don’t want to read.
See, here’s the thing: I firmly believe there are no such things as “Must Read Books.” I know that people love making those lists, 1001 Books You Must Read Before You Die, so on. I think everyone should read what they want. Sure, there are some books that are collectively considered classics, but that doesn’t mean I think there’s any one book that every single person person should read. Just like there’s a reader for every books (probably), not every book is for every reader.
And yet I have been pretty proud of my eclectic reading. And I am perpetually curious – I want to know everything. OK, maybe not everything, but almost everything. I will sometimes tackle tough subjects. But the past couple of years, my anxiety has been climbing. With the lockdown and political events and my personal life, I just can’t deal with books that make me more anxious or depressed. I don’t really know when that’s going to change any time soon. Not this year, that’s for sure, and maybe not next year or the year after. So I decided it was time to get rid of these unread books.
Books I won’t read (starting at the top of the pic)
Nothing to Envy: Ordinary Lives in North Korea by Barbara Demmick
Not sure where I got this one. It does sound interesting, but this just sounds too difficult.
Be Frank with Me by Julia Claiborne Johnson
Thrift store find. This one doesn’t sound too difficult, it sounds annoying. Quirky child, heartwarming. Not for me.
A collection of old paperback cookbooks, including Amazing Avocados or Jif Easy Mix.
My mom’s old books.
Say You’re One of Them by Uwem Akpan
Used book store. This is a collection of short stories, mostly about African children in miserable circumstances. I didn’t know that when I bought it. I can’t stomach reading about child abuse.
My Story by Elizabeth Smart
Thrift store. I think I bought this because I admire her and the way she advocates for missing and exploited children. But I have to honest: there’s no way I can read this book.
Schindler’s List by Thomas Keneally
Used book store. I read a book about one of Schindler’s survivors last year so I guess I thought I’d be okay to read this. Not now.
A Train in Winter: An Extraordinary Story of Women, Friendship, and Resistance in Occupied France by Caroline Moorehead
Used book store. About a bunch of French women, some Resistance workers, sent to Auschwitz.
Liberty and Freedom by David Hackett Fischer
Library sale. I really like this writer; the only reason I got rid of this book is because it weight like 10 pounds. If I want to read it, I’ll get in on Kindle. This edition is just a doorstop.
Books I read and don’t want to keep
I Am Half Sick of Shadows by Alan Bradley
ARC. I liked this one, but not enough I need to keep it.
The Girls of Atomic City: The Untold Story of the Women Who Helped Win World War II by Denise Kiernan
Used book store. Pretty good book, but too many unnecessary details, strangely organized.
Our First Murder by Torrey Chanslor
Amazon. I don’t remember a single detail about this book except that I named one of my characters after one of the MC.
The Asylum by John Harwood
From a friend. Pretty satisfying Gothic.
Woolly: The True Story of the Quest to Revive One of History’s Most Iconic Extinct Creatures by Ben Mezrich
Used book store. Silliest book I’ve read in a while. To be clear, it’s the scientist I find silly, not the writer. But the writing was bad too. DNF. Maybe someone else will read it for the laughs.
I’m planning to trade all of these (except the little cookbooks; they went in the trash) for new/used books at Pioneer Book. That way I can buy books I will actually read. I admit, I’m still fretting a bit about getting rid of these. I feel a little like a quitter. But honestly, I don’t have to read every book there is. I even removed about 100 books from my Goodreads TBR. This year I’m reading books that I enjoy. Everything else can wait.